This past week she has learned to clap, and now she doesn't stop. No matter what she is doing she thinks she needs to stop in the middle and clap. This includes playing, eating, diaper changes, getting dressed, taking a bath, etc. We have to stop and clap for her.
She finally has her second bottom tooth in. Thank goodness, it poked through a couple of days ago. Hmm, she has 2 teeth and I still have yet to learn what her teething symptoms are. Yikes.
She has also learned how to 'dance' at some point. She will stand (or kneel) at something and if music comes on, whether its from a toy or on the TV she will start to bounce. Its so stinkin cute! I can't hardly stand it. of course when I try to get her to do it on video, she becomes more interested in the camera than dancing. Oh well, one day I will.
She is starting to creep around the furniture. She will also walk holding anyone elses hands but my own. If she knows that its me holding her hand, she immediately lifts her legs in the air and hangs. Apparently Mommies aren't supposed to help you walk. I didn't know that ;) But she is pretty good at walking too. Its just a matter of time I'm sure. I'm sure I will get in shape pretty quickly at that point because if its any indication of her crawling EVERYWHERE, she will take off running and never stop.
Overall, Its been hard. It still is hard. I know its going to continue to be hard. I have recently come to the realization that I believe that I have PPD. I denied it for so long because whenever I would go back to see my doctor and tell him about it and try to get him to help me, he just kinda blew me off and told me to take Leigha to her Grandparents house and get a good nights sleep. I figured that since he's a doctor, he knew what he was talking about more than I did. I know that's not the case. But deep down I knew it wasn't a chronic lack of sleep. I knew that something else was wrong. I had to try too hard to be happy and it was exhausting, and oh the mood swings. And I really feel that I have missed out on the first part of Leigha's life because I've been so unhappy. I know I was there, I have the pics to prove it, but if I didn't there was no way that you could convince me that some of the things happened, I just clear don't remember them....at all....But since Richard's insurance has now taken effect (long story don't get me started) I have made an appointment to go talk to someone. Hopefully this will all make me feel a lot better. Hopefully I will be more in control of my life, and hopefully I will get back to normal again.